Video PlayList Place-Holder Vlog Form of WordPress @ https://JakeJiLG.com The personal (public blog version) diary of the famous cartoonist/comedian Jacob JiLG (first book tour) 2025 The “I’m equal to all people” (International) ComicCon / MangaCon / Book-Fairs/ Cartoon-Expo / Christian-Church / Zion-Temples-and-Mosques / And-World-Tourist-Attractions / Comic Book Fairs, Tour 2025 of Hauvü 🐾 the Diet Coke version of Garfield
I kept my spirits up when it was brr cold this morning at my camp, an achievement because the pain of being homeless, on the ground in the cold air makes my mood bitter.
Bro I haven’t had to work 1 year + I’m not without food and my iPhone. This is glamping (glamour + camping)
I manifested the Mario World in Orlando and the Giant Pink Barbie Mansion in Malibu.
Sincerely but not seriously, I feel like I’m an immortal God trapped in a TheMatrix simulation made to suck me.
Terrorist TheMatrix sentinels-or-whatever are harming me with air attacks ever since 2016.
I’ve slept with teddy bears since childhood. TPE teddy bears absorb body heat to simulate the warmth of cuddling.
For ego sake: I’m shy. I suffer company in my fortress of solitude.
I sleep with a nighttime sleep buddy aide, wife partner analogue, or as she prefers: my big cuddly Teddy Bear.
It is hate speech to say “Sex Doll”.
For any 3rd party future roommate’s sake: I’m a reclusive hermit introvert with an emotional disorder = nasty mood swings! I will say grouchy/angry hurtful things.
For ethos sake, the US is the most densely populated nation + over even China and India, who have way bigger populations, but who also have way bigger landmass.
For my future children’s sake: I just never want to hurt you, or die when you are still teenagers, because I’m already 40 in life.
For hygiene reasons, and belief in marital Humanae Vitae reasons, we don’t even have so much sex. She’s silicone. The sexual novelty is as old as Playboy, or AKA the stamina of a real married couple.
Addiction (BENT will) makes one question their own FREE will, and the humility made me question my will to live!
A man can’t squeeze a smutty video, or run fingers through a 2D model’s hair, or hug / cuddle with any image, no matter how taboo.
3D, Vēvēanne Peachy Pivots 💍 JiLG (my wife) is the Pavlovian Condition Cure for my from-age15-to-present-age-40 Porn Addiction.
I made this listicle, because my older brother believes all psycho pharma is Benzos.
“AntiDepressants” SSRI: Lexapro, Celexa, Zoloft SDRI: Bupropion, Wellbutrin (there is no “happy pill” too)
“Mood Stabilizers” Lithium (a foreign salt removed by urine) Anticonvulescants: Depakote, Lamictal
“AntiPsychotics” D Neuroleptic: Haldol, Zyprexa D Antagonist: Seroquel, Abilify
“Anti Anxiety” Allergy Antihistamine Hydroxyzine, Etc. Anticonvulescants Buspar, Etc ⚠️Pro Re Nata, Aid Unseen Need (PRN Only) Narcotic ⚠️ Benzodiazepine, Xanax, Ativan (these work less and less)
For life, I've had just one pleasant dream, which had not any slightest aftertaste of nightmare, and in that dream I was alone comfortably stunned/mesmerized watching a blue dancing musical flame in the dark, like a bug to a light.
